Well, we would have gone bankrupt. 100%. Like there is no question. That would have been the end of the company. Which brings me to the next bad thing which is ... So, my wife and I are super close. We got married when we were very young, like 22 years old. We had three kids by the time we were 25. Even today, if I go somewhere on business, she'll come with me. That kind of thing. We're super, super close. My father-in-law, he passed away, but he and I were very close and he had had a super hard life. He was a guy who never complained and he never called me period. I'd see him when I saw him but he'd never call me.
So, he calls me, while I'm on the road. I'm like, "Okay. This is ..." Just when I heard his voice, I was very worried. And he goes, "Felicia's collapsed." That's my wife's name. Felicia. "She stopped breathing. She collapsed. But I think she's going to be okay." And I'm sitting there going, "I need to go home now." But I knew if I went home, that's it. We're bankrupt. It's over. I was just paralyzed. I had no idea what to do. I remember asking him, "Well what does Felicia want me to do?" He says, "She says, stay out on the road." I knew it was the wrong thing to ... There was nothing right about that thing.
But for whatever reason, I stayed out on the road. But after that, it was a complete blur. I couldn't even tell you what happened, who I met with, what was going on. There was one meeting where I had packed two suits that looked similar but they were different colors. I was wearing the jacket of one and the pants of the other. It was that bad.